It has been a while since I was calm and content. I was a bit stressed because of all the news that I didn't want to hear. It is tiring to hear that my job will be eliminated by AI. I know it will be at some point regardless of how I feel. I am kind of in the middle ground of migrating into the new era of my work. I will put more thought into it later.

Also, I bought a Canon PowerShot G2 recently. It was very expensive back then, and now the price is just a few cups of coffee. I recently realized that clean and high-res photos are not giving me much happiness rather than old ones. Photographs in our lives do not need to be commercial ads-like crispness on my skin or anything.

I started playing Escape from Duckov. It’s so addictive. It’s been a while since I played something like this.

I do break a rule, even though those rules are set by myself. I struggled with that point of view. Turns out, I am just a rebellion, so I love to break such rules. It was all about a perspective.

Am I missing something? I want more time, yet I still find myself not utilizing it effectively. Simply existing is already challenging enough.

Hello, my precious blueberries.

Professor Holly, a pottery instructor

I was a little confused this weekend. My condition was not so great but had a good Valentine's Day. I have some plan this week so hopefully nothing happens at the work.

I walked around today. There was a birthday party near the house. It was noisy but it supposed to be noisy. It was cloudy.

Happy Valentine's Day. We need more love in this world.

I was reading about writerdecks last night. Maybe I will make one for my next project. I don't know why I never seem to have enough time for fun projects like this.

I did a little bit of cleaning today. I will be busy next week, so I need to focus more this week. I haven't been able to read much over the past few days. I'm going to take a shower and read something before going to bed.

I want a cheese cake. I want a bowl of cherries. I want bookshelves. I want more spaces. I want a comfortable chair. I want a nice desk. I want a cozy sofa. I want a coffee. I want to listen more and read more. I want more movies. I want more sleep. I want a good pair of pj. I want a sunny day. I want some eggs. I want I want I want.

I walked around 5 miles today. There is a lake nearby. The breeze was great. There were a lot of ducks. It was a nice day.

I had a headache today. The weather was sunny and a bit windy. I hope things better tomorrow.

I think I'm pretty comfortable with this website structure. I want to make some additional things:

• mood tracker, maybe imood would be good enough.
• habit tracker. I don't have much but good to have.
• counter for visitors? maybe.
• maybe tiny games or anything

I don't know when I will do such thing but someday.

I want more sunshine for my plants. This new place is quite shady, and all the pots have become moldy. I'm not sure if it is okay to put things at the front door.

I’ve been thinking about the web a lot recently. I prefer it as an open space rather than something locked in by companies. Such openness has become more of an ideology, almost a fairytale from long ago. We've slowly given up the internet's original power. Existing on the personal web is a protest against becoming subjects of those companies.

Many things take time to get done or even to show any progress. Don't be anxious. Just keep going steadily.

The noisy fan was finally fixed today. I should have submitted the maintenance request a long times ago. There is no more grinding or clinking sound from the fan. Meanwhile, my migraine feels worse today. Perhaps I need more sleep.

I'm going to start a new side hustle this year. I was worried even before I began, but thankfully I talked to a few people and heard all the yeses I needed before jumping in. It is a good sign.

This year, my personal goal is to write more. I didn't set a structure or anything, but I've started reading and reflecting more than before. It is another good sign.

I hope everything is fine and settled by the end of the year.

I felt like walking in the tunnel this weekend. I wasn't sure why I'm so struggling to feel better in every moment. Did I do something wrong? Should I do something? I hope that I can be in a better mood soon enough.

Without the internet, I will never know anything about depressing events. No news is good news. But my morality hurts.

I will do better. Do better tomorrow.

It was a busy day today. I want to do more involved projects rather than just a bunch of monkey-patching tasks. What makes me happy? That is a good question that I couldn't answer for a long time.

I will stop watching any short form content this year. They are getting sneakier than ever. I don't fall into that again.

I hate allergies. They happen randomly, but for sure.

I was busy thinking about moving. I want to live near my family, and at the same time, I don’t. This winter feels full of irony.

I watched No Other Choice last night. The night was fresh, and the film left me with a lingering bitterness.

Watching the news hurts me every day.

While I was looking over some photos on my camera, I noticed how much time had passed between them. There are only good memories in the pictures. The gaps are filled with grief, fomo, and exhaustion.

All excitement can be lifted so easily. Focus on what to do and don't overthink everything.

This is a micro blog where I will post some notes and thoughts about random stuff.